I was done writing these and sharing them in my cf on IG, because once I am finished writing them, I realized how crazy this shit sounds. It also helps me understand all this trauma that was inflicted. I come from a family full of people who have mommy issues, daddy issues, substance abuse problems and self-esteem issues that are not being addressed internally. You can't really blame folks for dealing with shit the only way they know how. I never wanted sympathy or empathy from my stories. I just wanted to release everything I’ve been carrying over the years and reminded of whenever I visits family. Its easier to type than write. Mind you, this is MY PUBLIC JOURNAL. MY TRUTH WITH SCREENSHOTS. NOT AIMED TO DEMONIZE, SLANDER OR TURN ANYONE AGAINST SAID INDIVIDUALS. NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED TO PROTECT IDENTITIES. This has been sitting in the draft for about 2 months, and I have had this blog for over a year. Now as of yesterday, this cousin got wind of my blog and de...